Always Keepin it 100

BLAHDY BLAH BLAH!!!

BLAH! Been a while since the last time I blogged but damn I need it tonight. Not in a very good mood so hopefully writing this will relieve some of the stress…

School this semester has been terrible. I can’t seem to focus on what’s truly important and my priorities are all messed up. Eventhough, my parents accuse me of not realizing this, I truly do realize it. However, as the saying goes, actions do speak louder than words. Me realizing that I have the problem is just the first step. There is no point of accepting you have a problem, if you don’t take the steps to fix it. Up to this point, I haven’t done much to fix it. This is a great mistake on my part as I am just wasting time and money on something I don’t truly enjoy. I need to find a motivation for school, not just go to school because it’s the “right” thing to do. This brings me to my next point…

I will be transferring out of Quinnipiac next semester. It has been a solid 4 semesters of going to school here. I can’t seem to find any type of motivation or ambition to succeed in the program. It is not worth 40 thousand dollars a year to just show up to class as a ghost. I have not taken advantage of all the university has to offer, and I have no one to blame but myself. Therefore I need to stop the bleeding, go back to ground zero, and start fresh. I will be transferring to Southern next semester. I will also be changing my major from finance to computer science, my true love. I had always had a niche for computers since I was a little kid. However, I always thought to myself, if I’m going to give 100 percent to something, it might as well be where the money is. This proved to be the wrong mentality as I was and truly have been uninterested in the major and everything that goes along with it. Enough about school….

If you remember from my last blog, I was involved in an almost serious accident while driving in heavy rain. In that blog I pledged to go to church every Sunday. I have fulfilled that pledge and continue to do so every Sunday, and I’m proud and happy of it. It has truly allowed me to become closer to God, as well as appreciate life in general. Spirituality is very important to the being no matter what your beliefs are. I have become a stronger person through it and life doesn’t seem as harsh the closer I get to God. A true blessing. Speaking of blessings…

I have been blessed to share these Sundays as well as every other day of the week, (smh :P … jp babe… uk I cnt get enough of you <3),  with Ms. Odette Fraser, aka Consentida. It means a lot to me that she comes along to church with me. I loved how I didn’t have to ask you to come to church with me and instead offered. You have become a very important part of my life and I grow more and more with you everyday. You keep it real, and that’s what I need, especially with my slogan hehehe. But, ummm, YEAH…

I think I’ve wrote enough lol, supposed to be a blog not an essay! I’m off this!!!

      “Set priorities for your goals. A major part of successful living lies in the ability to put first things first. Indeed, the reason most major goals are not achieved is that we spend our time doing second things first.”

-          Always Keepin it 100